Fall For You~~

"Fall For You"

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another da
yI swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find
This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may of failed
But I have loved you from the start
Oh
But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible
So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When your asleep
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's trueBecause a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

MyEngagement~~ 28.12.08

Alhamdulillah my engagement da selesai pada hari Ahad lepas 28/12/08..dan sekarang aku dah selamat menjadi tunangan orang.To my dear Anna, my dear Nana, my dear Tet thank you very2 much..thanks sbb bersusah payah sama2 wat preparation utk majlis itu. Nana and Ana yang terlibat secara langsung since bout a month before the event..Nana selaku hantaran designer+maker..mmg superb ko wat nana..Anna yang sentiasa setia temankan aku g cari barang kat kl..always giving superb idea and berjaya memake over kan aku nih..cunnsss gilerr (aku la tu..wakaka..), tet seharian driving sana sini, up and down smpi penat2 dia. Dialog tetap tet "where are going now?"pastu kami pon describe kat dia nk g mana, then nana akan bagi direction jalan..and tet tlg susun coklat and sapu minyak kat buah..haha..walaupon dorg bagi ko keje berisiko rendah tet, hasilnyer superb beb..aku saayang korang..it wont be that sweet without u girls!! i love you so much!!

Me with my three sweet angels..

and now..my frens were asking me

"caner rasa skang?"

me: rasa ape?

"ye la dah jadi tunangan org"

me: hmm sama je..xde rasa ape sgt..masa majlis tu sonot la..skang still the same, mata ni tetap jugak tgk lelaki hensem..haha..gaduh ngn sopi tetap hari2..

then i'm thinking back those statements..ya..that was right..but still i dreaming of having a new life with him..dreaming more and more..selalu je berangan hehe..frankly speaking we were having arguments almost at everyday..wonder rite..there'll always something that goes wrong.. kdg2 xde issue pon, aku saja nk cr gaduh..pastu manja2 balik.ahaks aku sgt suke gaduh ngn dia!!i love him no matter how..no matter how hard life could be after the marriage..i am here and ready to get thru it..with him (eceh..condifent nyer)..but yah..thats the reality, marriage is not as sweet as the wedding!! but as long as i have him in me, he's got me in him, we could make it sweeter and lesser bit.. and just like anna said "forget bout the life after marriage, coz there must be a problem (which we dont know what) and we should get thru it, so thinking more bout the wedding, get busy, get more excited, get the passion!" Syokknyerr kawen!!

We still hav'nt got any specific date on our wedding, but i geuss it will be neither on June nor December.. August hmm September or.. October might be ok..my dear frenz, u'd better be ready!! might be akan ada explorace season 2 (Johore).. tp kite akan ada explorace kat Kedah kan..hehe..

My Dear Blog,, How are you??

Tgk balik blog aku ni rasa cm dah nyawa2 ikan jer..the latest entry was bout 2 months ago!! wow..what a long silence..i'm still alive cume tak terblog je segala aktiviti tu..aku agak sibuk ngn keje kat office..x sempat nak berblogging..yah, sbb ada 1 makhluk tu berhenti keje then xde replacement then sume keje dilambakkan kat depan mata aku..nak tak nak kene buat juga..masa awal2 tu hangin juga sbb keje diberi tanpa ada proper handover..aku terkial2 nak survive..management pon buat tak heran..aku pon buat bodoh jer..kang aku cukup tahap kebosanan, aku blah dari tmpat ni..

Takper, itu adalah salah satu alasan kenapa blog aku tak terupdate..org lain nyer cm meriah2 jer..org lain pon bz je..lg busy dr aku tp sbb aku tiap mlm tido kul 10 mlm (kdg2 tak smpi kul 9 dah terbongkang!!) mmg la xdan nak online ape lagi nk buat entry..Ada few story yang aku nk boh dlm blog aku ni..nnt lah..(tangguh lagi..)

25.10.08 -- A day to be remembered ~~

Saturday 25.10.08 a day that i've always wanted to remember. Nothing special but personally this is the very 1st time I ever experience.. (of cause la kan..) aku pon tanak ada 2 3 kali menda ni jadi kat aku.. Tghari tu family Saufey dtg umah aku untuk beraya sekali dgn merisik2 aku ni dah ada yang punya ke belom!! eceh.. Tp after all, that was soo good..Tetibe terasa serius bercinta pulak..sbl2 ni aku selalu je nk cr pasal ngn Saufey, tp lepas dia bwk dtg family dia, aku rasa dia serius ngn perhubungan kami (macam lmbt gila aku nk rasa dia serius ngn aku!! hehe). Saufey dtg ngn mak, ayah dia, Along and 2 kids Munaizah + cute Hakimi, Angah and his wife Kak Yah+ cute but agressive Hadirah.. Maka bermula lah perkenalan antara mak aku ngn family Saufey..Nothing much happen, tinggal lagi ada lah 1 cincin tersarung kat jari manis aku ni..Alhamdulillah xde insiden aku tuang air t'tumpah depan mak Saufey (sbb aku tuang siap2 kat dapur.haha)..Looking forward on preparation of our engagement day on 29.12 bersamaan 1 Muharram. Awal tahun, moga2 diberkati..Takde ape preparation sgt sbb mak tak bagi buat gubahan segala...wat sekali jek. Aku pilih masa kahwin nnt la,leh letak brg best2 sket..la ni xde duit lagi.. tinggal lagi nk cari material utk baju and cadar katil..aiyakk..biler nk wat ni..

Wonder Pets~~

Wonder Pets adalah citer kartun yang sgt feymes skang ni. aku tgk citer ni beberapa kali kat umah ngn anak sedara aku si Ucid tu.ni citer feveret dia plus ngn Spongebob, Transformers returns and sumer la citer kartun..Ada sekali tu dia dok khusyuk tgk kartun,adik aku geram, then tutup TV tu.apalagi terus melalak la dia. adik aku marah dia "Tgk kartun je ea? Soh mengaji tak nak!! " dia jawab ngn nada marah jugak "Ucid da ngaji dgn ibu!!" adik aku balas g "Bila??" dia jawab ngn nada lagi marah "Semalam!!!" Sengal punya Ucid..org tgh marah pon jadi nak gelak..tp dia selamba je g bukak tv semula..

Tgk citer kartun Wonderpets ni mmg sakit hati..aku tgk dlm version bahasa Melayu..skrip dia pendek je, tp setiap baris ayat akan di ulang2 at least 3 kali..Wonder pets ni keje dia tolong binatang lain yang dlm kesusahan. ada sekali tu anak unta, anak Singa laut dan mcm2 g.. dialog dia "Ada seekor anak unta dalam kesusahan" nnt yang binatang sekor g akan sebut g menda yang sama..then tiga2 ekor tu akan sebut lagi "Ada seekor anak unta dlm kesusahan" utk kali ke tiga..jd bila ucid ni tgk, sebutan kli ke 3 mesti dia pon akan ckp sama..Lg tension bile part Wonder pets tu menyanyi.."Apa yang penting kerjasama..." sbb Ucid akan nyanyi dgn kuat dan penuh semangat.





Nak dijadikan cerita, pada suatu hari Ucid telah melihat seekor kucing kat umah aku ni dok kat atas pokok. Dia ni dok risau kat kucing tu..Dia nak amik tp dia pon x smpi. Then dia g lari kat ayah dia dan berkata "Ayah, macam mana nak tolong kucing dalam kesusahan??" Ish2..dialog ni sgt menunjukkan yang dia sangat terpengaruh dengan citer Wonder Pets tu.. Ayah dia wat tak heran je.,.lantas dia berusaha nk amik tangga utk tlg kucing tu..padahal kucing tu mmg dok kat pokok tu.bukan la dlm kesusahan pon..tau la dia nak turun..dlm pd Ucid tu dok terkial2 nk amik tangga kucing tu pon da melompat turun dr pokok..maka niat Ucid utk menyelamatkan kucing yang dlm kesusahan tidak kesampaian..

Sine+Cosine=Sinus!!!

Holla.. It was soo long i didnt update my blog.. My blog cm da kene left behind jer.. It was just like i don’t have the time+ idea+mood to write. Now I’m having an mc, 2 days of mc since yesterday. I am unfortunately having a terrible sinus which this is the very 1st time and it happens suddenly like a level 4 sinus!! Yesterday I have my 1st appointment with specialist of Pantai Medical Centre (PMC) after 2 days medicines taking make me suffer even worse. I have mucus drainage all day long since raya ke 3 but the flu lebih x best dari biasa.. It has a very bad smell. Might be the worst smell I ever met sepanjang hidup. Even before that I have a typical flu, which I used to it..dr dulu dok flu je, da x kisah.. Every time I went back to my kampong, definitely I will have that flu. I am allergy with cats, which sgt la malang, because kucing is the cutest God creation in this world I guess, but I could not hold them, kiss them, sleep with them.. Dream on lah. Even if the kucing is in less than 1 meter radius with me, it does impact me. dok keep on sneezing!

Back to my appointment with Dr Tan Lye Suan, she's a very nice doc! Very sempoi but still look intelligent, ye la kalu x intelligent bukan doc la kan..tp engineer lg intelligent!! haha.. Appointment with doc at 3 pm, she did a lot of QnA with me to diagnose my sinus. I have a bad sinus since last Friday, mucus drainage all day long particularly during last 2 days which i have started working, might be due to air-cond coldness, I went to toilet for every 10-15 minutes to drain out the smelly mucus, I cannot sleep properly at night, a little bleeding..bla2..

She check my nose, using all the equipments. plus a mini camera into my nostril and she mentioned that I have a serious blockage in side. My mucus became smelly because of the infections, so dia jadi bernanah..thats why busuk giler! Mucus being drained out using special equipment but still the blockage could not be disbursed! She gave me a spray to decongest the blockage and after 1 week during 2nd appointment, if the blockage is still there, I have to have a small surgery to move it out!! ayoyo..sgt takut...tak nak!!

Today i still have the sinus, still have the terrible smell, a bit bleeding on my nose. ada luka kot. Have taken the medicine plus the spray..looking and praying for good health.. Alhamdulillah things look better. i don’t want to be surged!! But if that is the only solution, redha je lah..

IT Ethics Handbook - Right and Wrong for IT Professional~~~

This is a summary of a book that must be read!! To teach you bout the ethics in IT, what is right and what is wrong.

>>The target audience for this book is any IT professional responsible for designing, configuring, deploying or managing information systems. This audience understands that the purpose of ethics in information security is not just morally important; it equals the survival of their business. A perfect example of this is Enron. Enron's ultimate failure due to a glitch in the ethics systems of the business created the most infamous example of an ethics corporate breakdown resulting in disaster. Ethics is no longer a matter of morals anymore when it comes to information security; it is also a matter of success or failure for big business.

* This groundbreaking book takes on the difficult ethical issues that IT professional confront every day.

* The book provides clear guidelines that can be readily translated into policies and procedures.

* This is not a text book. Rather, it provides specific guidelines to System Administrators, Security Consultants and Programmers on how to apply ethical standards to day-to-day operations.